Day 83 - blah

Tuesday, December 1st, 2009

I'm really, really tired right now. And I don't even know why. I don't wanna stay up ): But I feel like I should update, otherwise it'll catch up with me and I'll be updating a week in one night or something. Why is it when I go back to school, all I feel like doing is staying home and sleeping ? Ugh, the things school does to you.

Okay, so basiclly this morning was a bit blah. I went to English class ! Maybe that's why my day sucked ? But yea. I didn't go to breakfast today and I was 15 minutes early to English. A miracle ! Oh, and I texted early in the morning and he didn't text back, at all. How sad ): And Bio was boring as hell. Thank goodness the teacher was absent ! We had this worksheet thingy withan article thingy. Eh, took a couple of minutes. Nothing too bad. The reading was tedious though. He was with his friend the whole time, so eh. I spent my time doing...nothing. For once, I finished my math hw-ish. I was so proud of myself !

The day was actually pretty slow-ish. The classes were so painful to go through, seriously. I couldn't waitf or the day to end. I went with Vicky to Chinatown to order that cake for my mom. I ordered this really pretty looking mango cake. Man, it wasn't pretty for nothing. It cost a lot. But kinda worth it I guess(I just finished eating it. Yum). Then I went home, blah blah blah. I actually did my Calc hw though. It was pretty straightforward-nothing too difficult. Oh, yesterday I was really tired so I kinda took a "nap" and my dad scolded me for not doing the dishes. I was so pissed off that after slamming a couple of plates into the dish washer, I just dried my hair off and went to sleep, frustrated. I woke up the next morning-really early-'cause I set my alarm clock for 4:45am but I was too lazy so I waited til 5:45. I stayed in bed for a couple of more minutes and got my butt up at around 5:52am. I only know the exact times 'cause of my ever-so-handy-phone.

Wednesday, December 2nd, 2009

So that started off my Wednesday. It wasn't too good of a start. I woke up really sore and I washed up and then headed straight for the computer. I remember I left it on last night (whoops) and I just needed to check/finish some things and I was off. I tried to finish yesterday's post so I had one less to do now but that sorta didn't happen. Who knew 30min can pass by so quick in the early hours ? Before I knew it, my mom was up (I gave her a "Happy Birthday" First one, yay.) and my dad was in the bathroom already. I had to hurry and turn the computer off. So I did. Not like he was on anyways. He wasn't on the day before too. Eh.

I actually made myself some breakfast today ! A turkey and ham sandywich. They were Thanksgiving leftovers but when heated up with bread, it was really good. Or maybe I was hungry. Not really-I always feel a tad bit nauseous in the morning. When I feel sick to my stomach and don't eat breakfast, my dad questions me and thinks I'm starving myself. Honestly, I'm just not hungry-at least not until I get to school. I hate it when he asks me those kinds of questions. It means I made him worry. I hate making people worry too much over nothing. But I guess that's how some things work.

Today was extremely bleh. There's not many interesting things going on in school and my life lately. It's just the same old same old. I kinda of wished Monday happened again. Monday was the best day of the week so far (in school, at least). Loads of interaction, passed my Calc test (first one ever !) and stuff. Even though it was raining, even though I felt really lazy and tired and moody, it was still a good day for me(in my opinon). But right now everything's just really...bleh. I honestly have no word to describe it. Maybe mundane would work (ooh, lookie a SAT word). Other than my extreme...exhaustion(?) and dullness, nothing out of the ordinary. I don't know if I prefer it this way. Other than "getting serious" and loads of work from classes and such, there's really...nothing new. The usual "I-must-try-my-best" thing.

Not really working out. I failed my AP Bio quiz on Monady. I failed my USH test today. Uh. I failed some English quiz on Tuesday. Uhh...that's all ? Yea. My dad just got out of the bathroom so that's my cue to go shower. Even though someone decided to not ignore me the second he got out. How gay.

More depressing stuff tomorrow-maybe. OH ! I forgot about that little episode with Vicky...darn. Oh well, that was supposed to be a secret anyways :P Gbye for now.

-AK.