Day 10

I can safely say that I'm slowly getting used to this lifestyle. I don't think it's really healthy for me physically, but it is relieving some mental stress that's not school related. I don't know what was wrong with me last night, and I still don't know what's wrong with me now. Maybe I'm just tired. Or maybe it's this annoying cloud of I don't know what hovering over everyone. Maybe it's just me.

Well there wasn't anything much today, really. I actually got to school "early." Dad dropped me off by 7:40, I usually get there by 7:45. I got to the cafeteria with 10 minutes to spare. No one said hi, really and no one said bye either. Everyone kind of just left. I felt like I was in a nightmare some girl had. I read a story on Fictionpress.com and some girl based it on her nightmare. She always felt invisible and one day at school she heard about a murder and that the body was still i the conservatory. When she got there to see, she saw herself hanging from the ceiling by a jumprope, naked, and on her chest was written: VISIBLE AT LAST.

Kind of freaky. But I felt like that. Just not the dead part, thank God. So I go to class.

English we had to write a legend-first draft- for homework. I think mine was pretty good. The plot anyways. I think if I actually took the time to do it, it would've been a tad bit better. Too bad my group only had two people, including me, when we were supposed to have at least three. Oh well. I worked with this Chak dude. I felt so talkative this morning, no idea why. Maybe he was just extra quiet o.o" Then there was AP Bio. We got our quizzes back. I got an 85 D: how sad. But it was 20 questions ! They were worth more ! But I could have gotten a 95 if I had studied. Argh, I suck. AP Calc was no big deal today. We're doing infinite limits ! Yay ? It's not hard-just gotta remember some formulas I think. And get the concept, of course. Gym was fun, the usual volleyball ~ I think I'm in love with the sport. No matter how sucky I might be :x Although I prefer swimming in a way. My endurance in the pool is so awesome <3 Running on land is a different story... Oh ! Valeria and I were late to physics by 20min today. We were helping Coach D'Augusta fill out some record book. I had to stay behind and watch Valeria -wink- Luckily she gave us a late pass but it wouldn't have made a big difference seeing as our physics teacher won't question you if you're a minute or two late. He will wonder why you're 15min late tho... Lunch was ick. I didn't do my homework yet again. Jeez, this weekend if I have the time, I'm gonna do all my U.S. History homework if it's possible. So I won't have to do it next week !

I wanted to separate that mess up there into two paragraphs but then it'd make no sense in my opinion. I like to keep all school related stuff up in one paragraph. Now, moving on.

It's been ages since I last updated my story-almost two months. I know I should update but the funny thing is, as soon as I post something up, I just lose my inspiration to continue it. I don't know why. Maybe that's why I never finish my stories. Maybe that's why I should stick yo my one-shots, once and for all. But now I'm suddenly inspired by a new source, a new idea. It just came to me today. Luckily I ran into my friend today-the one who made me think about this in the first place. But the thing is, I don't know if I should make it multi-chaptered and have a developing plot, or make one SUPER DUPER long one-shot. I'll see how the plot unfolds. Maybe get some feedback first.

I don't think I can reveal my plot to too many people tho :x Maybe I'll take my time and make a long one-shot. Or just make a less-than-10-chapter thingy. Definitely. I will start planning it tonight (: Maybe give you some ideas. I think it should have something to do with my current situation. Possibly...NAAH :D I aint like thaaaat (: I guess you can say I'm feeling better ~

DANG. I just realized there's a lot to blog and bitch about when I'm depressed but then once I'm happy or doing fine, there aint much to say, really. o.o" Funny...

More tomorrow, MAYBE. I don't know if I can get the computer tomorrow. Tomorrow is the start of my hectic weekends. Chinese school, 9AM-12PM then SAT prep at 2PM-6PM. Be home by like 7:30PM at the earliest. Ugh .___.

Byebye. Dad's home ); !

-AK. ♥