Monday, September 21, 2009

Day 13

Ugh. A Monday. A bad one too. What a nice way to start the weekend. Other than bitching about school-the usual- I don't think there's much to say, really.

Homework load, the usual. Although this time I took the time to finish my U.S. history homework first. So, now I have a history homework that's not due tomorrow while I still have to do my AP Bio and AP Calc homeworks which ARE due tomorrow. How smart am I ? So, I have my quick bio homework to do and then work my butt off on my calc. I don't think it'll be too bad if I took the time to read the chapters and stuff. Tonight I will take my time. I had a latte so I think I should be good til 2AM :D Hopefully...

SO. What's going on in my life ? Not much really. I go straight home, be lazy, then do my homework. I wish I had the time to hang out more often. I might volunteer at the Downtown Hospital again on Wednesdays, WHO WANTS TO JOIN ME ? Only an hour-til 5PM, and that's it. Please ): ? Other than that, I plan to go straight home on Mondays and Fridays, no questions. Unless I'm not feeling tired. Tuesdays and Thursdays are a maybe only.

Oh dear, why do certain things keep coming back to me when I say I want it out ? Not that I'm not enjoying it now but I'm afraid. I know this isn't going to last long. I know I probably aint much more than a good friend. And yet... I don't know.

Funny stuff how many people read a Facebook status. I was bored and said something along the lines of "pfft who needs you when i got vickyqian and danchen :D ? <3" As for who I'm referring to, no one's knowing >;o ! Then one of my friends come along and got all "sad" and was like: i don't count huh :[? What a baby <3 So I then changed it to: "tonyzhao goes here cause he got jealous ♥" The latter, you don't have to know. It's just about Vicky killing me and me digging my grave o-o Kind of funny in my opinion. (:

OOH. I FOUND OUT THAT MR. ZHAO HAS UNLIMITED TEXTING. LIKE, FINALLY ;D I am not high x.x On coffee maybe :x Let the texting, begin !




So other than that little bit of recapping on my relationship with Tony-damn it's been ages since we've talking ): - I don't have much else to say. I do, actually but it's only on about my story and I don't want to ruin it for anyone or have anyone yelling at me for...my plot. So for now, with the exception of Vicky, no one knows how I'm going to start. No one, except for me, knows how it's going to end. Actually, I aint so sure myself. I might end it the way I want it to, the way I dreamed it would. Or, I make it a miserable ending and continue on. Who knows. I'll probably be lazy and make it short. Short and sweet, not bad, eh ?

SO it is now, 11:11PM. No lie. I just glanced at the clock and BAM ! Wow...anywhos. No wishing for me. I kinda stopped believing in that when it didn't come true after a year or so of trying. Maybe I was wishing for the wrong thing, I don't know. Too late to try now o.o

Time to shower, study, do homework and sleep ! Good night (:

-AK.

a: and i thought you forgot about little ole me !
b: psh, how can i forget you ? :D
a: aww, that deserved a well overdue hug ♥ !

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