Day 19

Okay, so I am back for now. I'm watching the Red Bull Air Race with my parents. It's quite exciting. Seriously. SO, while I'm watching, let's update.

Yesterday I said i had loads to tell. Well I did, sorta. There's this freshman in Murrow who's in my Chinese class. I swear I didn't know he was a freshman. Sophomore, maybe, but not freshman. He's kinda cute and not so bad with the looks. He made me laugh a lot yesterday morning, even tho we were kind of arguing/flirting. Well, if you call that flirting :D Not my fault. I am not desperate ! I was simply looking for some form of entertainment and he came along to my class.

I had lunch with my mom and my bro at McDonald's cause he was complaining about wanting to eat there. I actually had a nice talk with my mom...about college. Weird. But it was...nice nonetheless. We had fried ice cream ! I swear I think I'm addicted to that treat. THANKS A LOT VICKY. NOW I'M GONNA BE FAT. rawr. After that was SAT prep, yadda yadda.

That wraps up yesterday I think. Today was kind of...boring. I woke up, brought sis to her prep place and I went to volunteer. Today was kind of worse than yesterday due to the kid I was helping today. Stupid Rex was misbehaving after the BAD INFLUENCE of this freshman. No, it's not the same freshman, tis a different one. The other one was Murrow and this one's Tech. Ew. NO OFFENSE. He's OD nerdy. Like supa nerd. Ewie. All in all it was a regular ole boring day. Went home with dad and sister, had lunch, took a small nap, went to Home Depot with my dad and then we went to Coney Island beach and waited for my mom to end work. Home, computer, early dinner and now.

How time flies.

So, now for a more...personal update ? I think this weekend-since Friday- has been a bit better. I feel less stressed and a bit more happy, which is good. I still have that shopping day, spa day, yoga day, and loads more days and promises for the one and only Vicky. I love her to bits and I don't care what guy I'm obsessed with at the moment, she's always above them. She has her problems as well and I try my best to help her. YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHY I SAY THIS NOW, DEARIE. Don't be starting shit with her, honestly. She gets her revenge. Ahaha. Which is why I try to not wake her up in the morning. (I am so good <3)

I'm somewhat pissed off now. Why the freak is that asshole messing with her ? It ticks me off to no ends. He has no fucking claim on her. He has no right to treat her like that. He has no fucking right at all. He should just go away, disappear and do us all a fucking favor and leave us alone. Yes, I said us. It's something so stupid to get stressed and mad over, yet it happens. I understand her boyfriend's mad about it too-who the fuck isn't?-but he has to learn Vicky's way the hard way. Stuff like this, she wants to handle herself. As her best friend and boyfriend(to Walton) we can only help her get some steam off, calm down and be her awesome self. We can only be here for her, if we can't fight the battle for her. Vicky, I love you to bits and I guess this paragraph sort of makes up for my lack of cheesiness that you and Walton have been graced with. ): So, hun, I hope you feel better and forget about that fag.

SO LET'S SEE...nothing else for now, really. Too...lazy to think ? I don't think lazy's the word, but idk the word I'm looking for at the moment. Be back tomorrow ? NO SCHOOL. YES, THANK GOD FOR A THREE-DAY WEEKEND. Took long enough...

Goodnighty nights.

-AK.

And today, I was so close by
That I could just knock on your door
And give you that awaited hug and comfort
That you need and deserve.
If only, if only...

That fresh breeze of the salty sea air
Brought back memories.
Even if it was a rainy day, unlike that day
I still remember.
If only, if only...