Day 21

Wow, it's been 21 days since school started and I feel so dead. Hasn't even been a month yet and...wow. I wonder how the freak I'm going to survive this year. My AP teachers tell me that this is just the beginning. I shudder to think what they mean by that.

Today has been..hellish for me. English, everyone was so dead. Oh shit, I have that vocab I have to do. Fuck. Then AP Bio was a total fail. Literally. I got my test back and I was kind of scared. I had hoped that I did well. Turns out my hoping was worthless. I failed miserably. Even with the extra credit that he gave us and mismarked, etc, I was still 2 points away from passing. How sad. In Calculus, I was reminded only about a thousand times of that test on Friday and how every single freaking thing we're doing is on the damn test. Ugh, someone kill me now. Physics lab was fairly easy and fast. I had to pee really badly, went and it was such a sweet relief, like you can't believe LOL. Physics was...eh. I felt stupid and Valeria felt smart LOL. Oh the joys of Physics. I should really do some studying in there. Lunch was meh. US History was boring. He's back ahaha and he expected all the homeworks from us. The thing is, I thought I was ahead by one homework, but the turns out I was behind one homework. FML.

That was that. I met vicky at Dekalb today to go to Coney Island. Don't ask why, we felt like it. More like I did cause she couldn't think of where to go-what a smarty. She was there since 3PM but I didn't know that. She was sitting upstairs while I was down on the platform waiting for her. How stupid were we ? Ahaha. So we go and we talk and talk and stuff on the train ride there and also at the McDonald's we were eating at. It was a nice afternoon but our afternoon had barely begun. I wanted ice cream. vicky said that the McDonald's ice cream sucked so we decided to go to Dunkin' Donuts/Baskin Robins. It was loads better. I got a double scoop while she got a single scoop cause I'm a fatass like that. Not my fault I wanted to try 2 flavors. I got the gold medal ribbon and vanilla while vicky got rocky road.

We then both head for the beach cause it was fairly sunny and it beats sitting at Dunkin Donuts, full of weirdos. We walk down the beach and finish our ice cream. Well, vicky does. And SO SMART OF HER, it was windy and guess what ? She decides to POUR the melted ice ceam into the trash can. Without warning, the ice cream travels with the wind and lands on my shoe snd jeans. Remember what flavor she had ? ROCKY ROADS ICE CREAM. CHOCOLATE. I HAD FREAKING DOODOO ON MY JEANS. And you know what she was doing the whole time ? LAUGHING. She's so nice, aint she ? Oh, and pictures-my dad's kind of watching me right now so I guess I'll post some tomorrow, I don't know. I just woke up from a nap and I may be a bit cranky. Just a tad bit...I WANT SLEEP.

So we go home and she's pretty much just laughing the whole time. Her tummy hurt so that was some form of payback. Bwahaha...I am not evil. She's the bad guy here ): ! But yea, it wa really fun today. We didn't do anything crazy, just hung out. And laughed. And fooled. It was nice. Til I got home. My mom was PMSing, I swear. She bitches at me almost the second I get home. Like, wth did I do ? Then, she's so hypocritical. She tells me and my sister to no throw anger tantrums and start slamming everything and shit, she does that. Like w.t.f. And my sister's just a greedy, selfish bitch. She thinks that she freaking owns KOrean dramas or some shit-like how she won't let me see it whever I want. Like who the hell died and made you queen ? She gets to watch it herself but I HAVE to watch it with her ? I don't think so. They did a fairly good job of pissing me off but not as much as myself. I started my Calc homework, and let me tell you, I feel like a totall dumbass. I can't do a problem without going back into my notebook for assistance or for the formula. Toady's Tuesday, I have a test this Friday. Damnit.

Now, for my personal update. Why do I put this last ? I have no idea. The other stuff's easier to write, I suppose. Ah yes...I don't know where to start, someone help me. I wonder if anyone else other than vicky(AND WALTON, thanks to her ): ! ) read my post. If not, then good. If so...then I don't know. Only if they figured it out then I'd be a bit screwed. Just a tad bit, you know ? But yes. OH WAIT, before I continue, Kevin Hung got a haircut. N olie. It's...something new. :D It's not HORRIBLE, but I will have to get used to it. C'mon, new hair :P And ohmygawsh. I am so...sad for him. Reasons remain unknown but...yea. I'm making no sense but it's okay (:

Haven't heard from any of the numbers yet except one of them. Today was actually on of the first times we had a decent face-to-face conversation. We greeted each other IN PERSON, LIKE OHMYGAWD. Not. But yea. And we talked a whee bit. Agh, I miss everyone else tho. Not just cause I wanna...you know...they;'re my friends, still. I want to see them sometime soon but with my schedule, it's near impossible. Although I was called out today. I was planning to take the train with one but then I wasn't going to ditch vicky. Nuh-uh. Not even for a guy. Never (: I would've asked him to come along BUT then it'd be a tad bit weird. I'm scared of what vicky would do :P ILOVEYOUDEAR(:

I'd say more, but then I might give myself away. So mysterious I shall stay. Or try. Maybe I've said too much already. I don't know. I just know that while I'm in City Hall tomorrow, I should buy a latte. YES, VICKY, a latte. Caramel. Yum~ I need to stay awake tomorrow night. Loads of homework and studying to do. Freakin' math test is killing me slowly on the inside. If I can't get through thr double period, I'm going to run to the locker room and cry on Valeria's shoulder. She'll probably let me tho o.o" Maybe D'Augusta will pity me and my Calculus and let me sit out. BUT I CAN'T DO THAT. It's out volleyball unit. I SHALL PLAY !

Oh lookie, daddy's finished showering. MY TURN. FINALLY.

Good night (: ?

-AK.

Confess to me.
And there will be no more lies,
No more confusion.