12581.) I hate it when I see depressed people "hinting" at their issues.

"I see it with my friends and with friends of friends. It makes me upset because it just seems that they really only want attention. They cry, scream, and cut because they want everyone to notice them. But I think the real reason that I hate them and their “hinting” is because I wish I was strong enough to do the same.
I’ve been so depressed within myself for so long. I will never tell my friends this, and as a result I feel alone. They don’t know the real me, how I truly feel inside. They all think I’m normal and calm, but I feel so confused and empty all the time. It’s gotten to the point where I have too many issues; I can’t share one without sharing all of them.
At least those people that hint will eventually have someone notice their pain and receive help…. I’m just trapped."

NOT written by me.