Day 81

A Monday-back to school after a break-not the best of all days. I was tired. I wanted to go home. The usual. I just realized there wasn't much to say from yesterday's post about Saturday and stuff. All you have to know is I feel like an uber stalker and everything else is pretty much...indescribeable. So let's just move onto today.

To avoid any bad influence tomorrow, I'm not going to breakfast. I AM GOING TO CLASS EARLY ! YES, UBER EARLY. Well...I don't want her asking about all my absences...so maybe like just on time ? That should work ): But I got started on my Calc hw...well got started copying. Bad, yea I know. But the problems were okay. The textbook shit looked icky though. I won't make this a habit again, I swear. Ah yes, AP Bio. The one class I was looking forward to 'cause I did my friggin' outline. But he didn't collect it. How gay -__-" But yea. Like about 10 minutes into the period, seefut texted me. "Math hw?" HOW'D HE KNOW !? I really was doing my math hw :x There was one point where he turned back, I looked up and we just...smiled at each other. Total "aww" moment, no ?

Yea, later on in the double period, we get into our groups. THANKGOODNESS my group did something today. We split up the work and I have to do the cell structure of fungi. Should be easy, right ? It seems to be the easiest topic but still...with the failing streak I have and my whole not-understanding-the-textbook, I have no idea how I'm going to pull this off. But I shall do my best ! I hope I don't make my group's grade suffer, just mine. But then again...ugh. I hate AP Bio :/ We got our quizzes back today and I totally failed with a 50. It was better than my test score, actually. And seefut ? A godly 110 ): ! Stupid Andy kept asking me what I got and perked his curiosity. Andy seemed to be enjoying himself with making fun of me -__- I asked him what he got, since he wasn't bragging about his grade. "Higher than you, for sure." Bitch. This is why I dislike people in my AP Bio class. Most* people (: He didn't say anything, he just laughed. Personally, I'd laugh too. And I was :x I'm so smooth LOL

THE GREATEST THING HAPPENED NEXT CLASS. Like, I swear I think it's a miracle. I passed my very first Calc exam ! With a 68 !  I know I shouldn't set my standards so low and i shouldn't be too happy over a 68, but c'mon ! With my failing streak, this is an improvement ! I was really a tad bit disappointed it wasn't higher but I was so ecstatic that I didn't care too much. I still feel like a stalker. I know his schedule, perfectly. I don't now where the classes are exactly, but I know what classes he has. I think that's enough for me. At least now I kinda know why I don't see him much during the school day.

Oh yes, Peach. I have no idea what's going on with him and what's not going on with him. This week is HIV/AIDS week. So all we did was sit there in the gym and talk about AIDS. I could've sworn we were like glancing at each other out of the corners of our eyes. Seriously. We divided up into groups of...8 or 9 ? We we worked on a worksheet, that was all. No, he wasn't in my group. It just feels weird...I still feel shy around him. No progress at all. Unlike seefut. I know so many things that I don't think I should know, given such a short amount of time. I mean, sn and number in less than a week ! I am good ~

Okay, I think you're all pretty sick of me going on and on about this seefut. I think I'll stop for now, it's getting late-ish. I still need to shower and finish up my Calc hw, start my USH hw and outline my AP Bio presentation. I think that should be it. Screw English. I have a slight excuse for not getting the homework. I heard there was a quiz today. Whatever. Her quizzes are stupid anyways.

Gonna get off my computer now. I think I should get home early tomorrow and do that Bio shit ): But I'm seeing Vicky tomorrow ! Maybe after ct, I'll go hang somewhere near my house ? Or we'll stay in ct but leave early ? idk. Well, byebye for now (: !

-AK.