Day 36 - sick.

Okay, updating my blog before I'm even home...nice ? My sister seemed too mad at me this morning for the damn straightener so she might not give me the computer ): ! So I guess I'll update as much as I can now and just post it up whenever I have time at home. That is if I have time at all. Let's go update !

So, school was hectic-ish today. It was the PSAT schedule today and I don't know why but I felt extremely queasy all day. All day, all morning. I told SImeon and he's like: "MORNING SICKNESS !?" I say no way. I am a proud virgin. Yes, you heard me. Moving on. I had a killer headache all day. The whole time during the PSAT, I was prety much suffering. I felt sick. Real sick. Like headache, queasiness, fever-ish sick. All at once. I still feel a tad bit of it now. The funny thing though, it was gone by P.E. but the sick feeling came back as soon as I left the gym. No lie, I am definitely not making this up. I think it was 'cause I was so absorbed in volleyball. I played a game with him today (: ! I felt like an idiot 'cause I was too "shy" to go on his team by myself, so I waited for Alina to finish testing and we both headed for his team with Ronnie. Horrible. I hate making sterotypical impressions. He's probaby thinking: "Oh, she's just a typical Asian girl. Nothing special." He might have these thoughts, he might not. I don't know if I prefer it that he did. If he does, then it means I was right and he was a tad bit interested but then lost interest. If he doesn't, it just means I was wrong and he thought nothing of me from the beginning. Though there's this feeling inside me that tells me he does. As I was leaving the gym today, I looked back and he was turning away. Maybe, just maybe. I think it was sort of good that I didn't stay after to help Valeria. I don't know, we were both walking to the exits rather...slowly. And we both glanced back, just at different times. I sort of did it twice just to make sure. I'm a loser. I know.

I'll be back to update more later. That was supposed to be a personal update. I sort of just strayed off topic, and got lost. Oh well. Be back later, hopefully (: !

-AK.

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