holy freaking shits.

Oh lookie a third post within one day. Boy, am I good.

I am so darn mad right now. My sister is such a damn pain in the butt. She thinks the world revolves around her. She thinks that every single damned thing in this house has to go her way. She thinks a whole load of shit that's so unreasonable and unfair to everyone else. And my parents tolerate this. Why ? Because it's not role-modely for the eldest one to complain about a younger sib. Like wth ? So, they get to complain about me but I have to suck it up and deal ? I don't freaking think so.

Computer issues. She's always hogging the damned thing. And for what ? Her freaking dramas. I wouldn't mind if she was actually doing homework-I'd let her have the damn computer. but instead, she's wasting her own time-not to mention mine-by RE-watching dramas. What. The. Fuck. It pisses me off so damn much. If it weren't for the fact that my mom would KILL me, and that I need the sleep, I'd be sitting out in the rain, right now. Even though I feel so warm after my shower ): !

The rain is like thundering on my windows. It sounds so chaotic, yet a bit calming to me. I'll probably lie down, listen to some Yiruma and the rain and slowly drift off to sleep...if I don't fall asleep before I hit the pillow, that is.

Ah, I feel so much better now, and a bit hungry. I swear, these best friends really know how to bring me back up. And I had said I'd stand on my own two feet...not without their help. I just feel a bit lighter-emotionally-since I stormed to my computer after being pissed off at my sister. Which reminds me...no more favors for her for a certain amount of time. Bwahaha. So not evil.

When I came back from my shower, Vicky sorta left me a whole paragraph to read. It almost made me tear-in a good way ! Ah, I love her to bits. And Elver actually contributed to me and my...floaty-ness o.o ? I don't know what to call it. The conversation we had was mainly me ranting about history and it sort of cheered me up. He said sorry, so that's a plus. Damn, I feel like a bitch :X But he loves me-he knows it ! Louise's interpretation of these..."problems" sort of helped me too. It helped me understand a bit that, even if I feel like I'm going crazy, I'm not. I love my Louise.

Well, I bee yawning too much so...it's time to sleep. FINALLY ! Good night ~

-AK.