October 19th:
So, a Monday. How lovely. If you hear me saying this, you'd notice that my voice is practically dripping with sarcasm. The morning was the usual, boring English, even more dull AP Bio, and scary Calculus. English was...ugh to say the least. My first assignment of the MP, and I didn't do it. What a great way to start. AP Bio was really...there's actually no way to describe how BORING it is. All we really did was just...take the quiz, hand in lab reports and take notes. Nothing interesting in the material we're doing. I don't know if it's the fact that it's AP Bio, or it's my teacher. Or it could be me, that's another possibility. AP Calc was hectic. Actually more...scary ? I don't know the proper word to describe how I was feeling. I was SOO anticipating my test...it was horrible. He said, "10 people passed, while 20 people failed." My mouth just dropped open. When I got my test back, I almost had an attack. I failed, with a 52. That's all you really need to know. Except...my teacher's 5 looked like a freakin' radical sign. So for a good minute or two, I thought my score for that test was the square root of two. I could've cried, I could've yanked my hair out. But instead, I just froze with a look of pure shock on my face. I mean, I thought I did pretty well on this test compared to the last one. I filled out more questions ! An improvement. But the fact that lots of people failed kind of made my 52 look a tad bit better. Just a tad. But then I was brought to shame again. Even with a curve, I failed. A damn 61. He couldn't give us a higher curve. Oh, darn. Maybe on my next test on PTC night. YAY. Sike.
But, I was looking forward to P.E. Don't ask why. I wasn't looking forward to climbing the five flights of stairs, so don't think I'm going totally crazy just yet-close enough though. I was genuinely interested in what we were doing for P.E. On my way to the lockers-I decided to take the South staircase today-I saw him. I think he has class on the first floor, cause I was on the second and he was coming UP. Either that, or the basement. No greetings. I didn't even realize it was him til I was thinking...about stuffs. Then I change rather quickly, do my business and head for the East side staircases-since those are the only ones that lead to the eighth floor. I see Simeon running up the stairs and the senior guy with his friend. Good thing Simeon told me to wait for him on the third floor from now on, so we can suffer climbing up the flights LOL.
Gym was kinda fun (I will never admit it to anyone in my cluster, but yes, I think aerobics is kinda fun). The rhythm we had going on while doing basic steps was enough to get me going. After that, the day was so dull and boring that I don't even want to say what happened. But I passed my US History...quiz I think it was. Darn, I was hoping it was a test. Oh well, there's the next one ! Must do better. THEN FINALLY, my school day ends. Yaay. I'm on my way to MF to see Vicky and Elver. It's been almost a week since I've seen Vicky and I HAVE NO IDEA HOW LONG since I've seen Elver. I gave him a nice big hug ~ But he was all sweaty..ick ;P It was refreshing to see all the Midwood people: Helen, Raymond, Janet, and more. Well, with some exceptions. They sort of remind me that some Tech people aren't so bad. But MF was fun. Elver and Vicky made me smile and sort of my goofy-self. The goofy-self that won't show too much in Tech; only on rare occasions. But we had...fun (: I was planning to take the train but Elver said, "The bus is faster !" So, the bus it was. Oh the bus, Raymond was asked some random question involving Physics. It was total logic but he was stumped. And he's in AP. Unbelievable. We had a hilarious time (: I took them as far as the train station and we just chilled while waiting for the train. I'm not too informative 'cause it's...kind of private ? What I do with Midwood people, stay with them. That's the only form of privacy I have from Tech so I want to sort of treasure it ? I think that's the word I'm looking for, if not something like that.
I went home, had dinner and stuff. I just started my US History homework and my mom tells me to shower. It was 10:30PM. My dad has this shower curfew for me('cause my parents' room is right next to the bathroom and the shower's kinda noisy ?) at 11PM. The only reason why I don't want to shower so "early" is 'cause I feel tired and sleepy after a shower. Guess what ? I fell asleep. Slept like a damn rock til 6:30AM. The first thing I thought when my mom woke me up was "Shit." I went to school with no homework and no recollection of the previous night's events. I felt so...lost. It was just one of those days, again.
Now might be a good time to start Tuesday's post (:
October 20th:
Last I was typing, I was lost and screwed. I was lucky I had no AP Bio homework, otherwise I'd be really screwed. So the first English(that's rare) and AP Calc and US History homeworks of the MP, I'm missing. Godammit. Today was pretty hohum compared to yesterday. I didn't see the senior, I didn't see my best friend ): Vicky don't count cause she's almost as close as a lover ♥ SEE, YOU'RE SPECIAL, VICKY (; !
It's like freaking 2:30AM and I think I should get off my computer and do my Calc homework and hopefully get some sleep. I'm hoping tomorrow will be interesting and I can have some sort of balance in my life. Like, seriously, I'm dying...and my feet are cold.
Good night / morning ?
-AK.
It's all in the will power.
The compassion and strength you feel
When you're with that person.
(not necessarily a "lover" kind of thing. i'll be more sappy romantic tomorrow, maybe :P)
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